You have gone so deep inside me..that i have no strength to come any closer 2 u..
For i fear that i will confront the real u...
There is a mystery concealed deep down your eyes ..tht i no longer want to luk at u..
For i fear the loss of the solace my heart gets in its longing to reveal u...
Your words echo so deep dwn my heart..dat i wish never to hear u..
For,i fear the diming of those sounds..wch r safe in my heart as a part of u...
The divinity of feelings thru wch my soul cncts to u is so strong...dat i no more wnt u..
For i fear the loss of the sanctity of those feelings wn i see the tainted reflection of u ...
I live by faith so strong that u r for real..dat m scard to hold u..
For i fear the pain of knwing the truth..dat i wil eternaly wait 4 u...
Those moments in wch i hav knwn u ...were none i had known before....the truth of those feelings are safe in my heart and i ask for nothing more .....
for, i fear in the light of the harsh truth,the beauty of those moments will fade away....
i will hold them deep dwn the way they are...for they bring hope dat i will re-live those moments again one day
This blog is all about life through my eyes. judgements which change each day....some times immature some times profound....about a day that has gone extremely right...a day full of struggle..lessons learnt from the smallest things..a blog about life and all that makes life worth it...a blog about my life my ways...
This is a very deep and gut-level poem. There certainly is fear in confronting the real person, but there also is relief in confronting the real person. It is good to have a strong faith. Keep the hope.
ReplyDelete(Good to meet you at Poets United! Hope to see you again and again.)
thanks mary .
ReplyDeletepoets united is a great platform to showcase your work and get feedback and applauds, happy to be a part of it :)