Dont judge me by what i show you..
For , there are layers to my existence....
which are at times maligned and at times demand reverence...
Some times i wear a facade..for i m too scared to loose u..
Some times i stand undaunted & naked to be explored by you..
Sometimes i stand strong enough to let u go..
Sometimes i m vulnerable enough to give up evrythng to just hold on to you..
Sometimes i m cold as a stone 2 satisfy my ego..
Sometimes i bend down ..coz deep down..i need u dats the only thing i know...
Sometimes i give up and give no heed to what my heart has to say..
Sometimes i live by faith..and move towards an unknown way..
Some times i am rational and find reasons for all my actions..
Some times i am illogical and flow with the wind of my emotions...
Sometimes i am sure and clearly know myself..
Sometimes i am astonished and meet a new persona of my own self..
My heart pains when u judge the part of me to which u cudnt relate...
coz my heart yearns for the moment when you will unfold the layers u still haven't met...
A part of me wil get entangled in life and just move ahead..
But deep down somewhere there wil b a part of me wch wil be still caught in those moments and eternally wait...
Which part of me wil win the battle of existence and survive...i cant say..
At this hour evry part of me wishes dat you would look back..to find out that part of me wch is waiting 4 u to give purpose to its existence.. one day....
For , there are layers to my existence....
which are at times maligned and at times demand reverence...
Some times i wear a facade..for i m too scared to loose u..
Some times i stand undaunted & naked to be explored by you..
Sometimes i stand strong enough to let u go..
Sometimes i m vulnerable enough to give up evrythng to just hold on to you..
Sometimes i m cold as a stone 2 satisfy my ego..
Sometimes i bend down ..coz deep down..i need u dats the only thing i know...
Sometimes i give up and give no heed to what my heart has to say..
Sometimes i live by faith..and move towards an unknown way..
Some times i am rational and find reasons for all my actions..
Some times i am illogical and flow with the wind of my emotions...
Sometimes i am sure and clearly know myself..
Sometimes i am astonished and meet a new persona of my own self..
My heart pains when u judge the part of me to which u cudnt relate...
coz my heart yearns for the moment when you will unfold the layers u still haven't met...
A part of me wil get entangled in life and just move ahead..
But deep down somewhere there wil b a part of me wch wil be still caught in those moments and eternally wait...
Which part of me wil win the battle of existence and survive...i cant say..
At this hour evry part of me wishes dat you would look back..to find out that part of me wch is waiting 4 u to give purpose to its existence.. one day....
Tough place to be emotionally--fits the invisibility prompt from dVerse so well I think--I don't know if you posted it for that purpose--
ReplyDeleteGreat poem showing how our different layers can be picked out to be judged upon...We cant just look at persons individual layer, but we need to look at the person as a whole...loved it!
ReplyDeletethanks Audrey Howitt aka Divalounger it was one of posts i wrote 2 years back, no wasnt a part of dverse. thanks a lot for introducing me to the website :)
ReplyDeletethanks M.Z
ReplyDeleteinfinite facets of a person nicely explored....
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